[It's an odd meeting place, to be sure, one he doesn't expect, but finding himself back on this bridge actually feels a bit nostalgic. That is not a feeling Alex has had a lot of experience with until recently. Not many things in his life to really feel like that about, save for a few stolen moments with his real mother, tainted though they are by other memories of Frances and that house.
This place also feels safe, perhaps even from them. It felt a little like that before he met Danny, too, when his morning jogs always brought him here, but that morning all those months ago when he he'd met the distressed, dark haired young man who most certainly had not been fine despite insisting otherwise, that made this place special, untouchable.
He notices how Danny doesn't look at him when he arrives, which is so different from usual. That alone makes Alex want to go to him, to touch him, to offer a and, but all he does is get closer, enough to stand beside him on the sidewalk, facing the water. He doesn't want to be distant, but he can already tell by the way Danny says his name that he was right, that there is something wrong.
And then there it is. We need to talk. The words feel so much like Danny's declaration that he ought to see other people, an incident that seems like months ago now. Much longer before that, too, before Danny, Alex remembers overhearing a talk between two of his coworkers at the office, a couple of more relaxed technicians. One of them went on about how his lady friend had texted him with a 'we need to talk' and the other had frowned and gone on to express how this was not a good thing at all. Alex had paid it little mind at the time, or tried to, as it only served to make him more aware of how alone he was.
But now, here, Danny is saying it. Is this it, he wonders, is this the end? His mouth opens momentarily to speak before he closes it again. He could say he's sorry, could ask Danny if he wants to leave, or promise things will be better or--
No. He closes his mouth, gives a nod, and just decides to wait for Danny to speak. The repeated text messages, toneless or not, and this choice of meeting place is enough for him to know that Danny must very badly want to say whatever it is he's going to, perhaps he's wanted to ever since this distance between them began. Alex could probably do more, perhaps, but waiting for Danny to talk seemed like the best option. Danny always seemed to take his silence as an assent to keep talking anyway, which it typically was. He liked to hear him talk.
Now he found himself dreading it in a way he hadn't since the start of their relationship.]
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This place also feels safe, perhaps even from them. It felt a little like that before he met Danny, too, when his morning jogs always brought him here, but that morning all those months ago when he he'd met the distressed, dark haired young man who most certainly had not been fine despite insisting otherwise, that made this place special, untouchable.
He notices how Danny doesn't look at him when he arrives, which is so different from usual. That alone makes Alex want to go to him, to touch him, to offer a and, but all he does is get closer, enough to stand beside him on the sidewalk, facing the water. He doesn't want to be distant, but he can already tell by the way Danny says his name that he was right, that there is something wrong.
And then there it is. We need to talk. The words feel so much like Danny's declaration that he ought to see other people, an incident that seems like months ago now. Much longer before that, too, before Danny, Alex remembers overhearing a talk between two of his coworkers at the office, a couple of more relaxed technicians. One of them went on about how his lady friend had texted him with a 'we need to talk' and the other had frowned and gone on to express how this was not a good thing at all. Alex had paid it little mind at the time, or tried to, as it only served to make him more aware of how alone he was.
But now, here, Danny is saying it. Is this it, he wonders, is this the end? His mouth opens momentarily to speak before he closes it again. He could say he's sorry, could ask Danny if he wants to leave, or promise things will be better or--
No. He closes his mouth, gives a nod, and just decides to wait for Danny to speak. The repeated text messages, toneless or not, and this choice of meeting place is enough for him to know that Danny must very badly want to say whatever it is he's going to, perhaps he's wanted to ever since this distance between them began. Alex could probably do more, perhaps, but waiting for Danny to talk seemed like the best option. Danny always seemed to take his silence as an assent to keep talking anyway, which it typically was. He liked to hear him talk.
Now he found himself dreading it in a way he hadn't since the start of their relationship.]